Move #3

I seriously can't believe I'm writing this. I should be saying something entirely different. However it's not the case this time. We are moving to another building again. Yes, again. Why, you may ask. Well, let's just say we are forced to leave due to jerks or idiots as I like to call them, won't grow up and shut up! So, we are moving to a nicer and quieter place. In 6 mos. or so we will move to a house and say screw you to the apartment complex for good!! I'm done with their empty promises, I'm done with them not caring, and I'm done reporting or calling the damn cops! Which by the way are on my bad  list. I will never call them unless I have too! I'd shoot and ask questions later before I call them ever!! This whole process has been hell! I don't trust anyone ever!!! I will never take their word or anybody else for that matter. I'm done being taken advantage and I'm about done with apartment living. I hope that one day karma bites them in the royal butt!! That neighbors have something horrid happen to them and they get what comes to them ten times fold! Justice will be served one way or the other. Ugh!!! Now the packing begins!!!! Stay tune....

Not enough words

There's not enough words to describe how I feel. Honestly, if I had any I'm not sure if they'd be good ones or appropriate ones to say out loud. There's times in my life that I don't know why I put up with so much crap from people. I can honestly say that I'm perplexed. I can't seem to figure it out. Is it that I'm too kind? Is that I'm too of a push over? Maybe I'm not a confrontational person. Whatever the reasons are I assure you, that's all going to change! Cause of this day on I'm not, and will not put up with it!! I'm done with getting used, getting stepped on and being mistreated. Trust for some have been broken. Im done with liars, and users. It's unreal how the closest ones are family. Those are the ones who you would never expect that from. I expect that from those who don't like me or maybe those who I disagree with. I've noticed if you disagree with someone, even on the slightest thing, bang they hate you and wish you agreed with them. Today in a world of confusion, chaos,and termoil, you'd think that those people would say okay, I may not agree but I value your opinion. Instead they want to argue, and get mad at you. So, what do you do? You discount what you believe in and what you think so you can agree with them. In the end, it's just not worth it. You lose yourself, your character, your pride and just being you. My advice is this. Doesn't matter what people think, say or do. What matters is what God says and what you do and think. Lean on his understandings and he will help you through the most difficult times. God bless and may God keep you always 

Crazy neighbors and Leaning on God

I know I haven't typed anything for a while so I thought I'd catch ya up on what's new. Well, two years ago we moved to flordia. We got jobs, and such. We eventually found a three bedroom place instead of staying in a two. We had only one neighbor and that was upstairs. The one next to us was their model. We currently have one next to us which hasn't been a problem thus far. We had some others next to us but they moved out. We have upstairs neighbors that moved in at the sametime we did. Kids and all was what we knew when we got into this place. However the kids haven't been horrible, just themselves. The adults have been more that one can deal with somedays. I don't get why people are rude, or obnoxious and or just plain ignorant. We have been thru the channels, the list of commands and such and still they are here. I hope management does something sooner than later. Of course you know never know around here. I think she cares but doesn't quite understand the full extent of what we have to put up with. I believe that they are working on something but not sure what it is or how long this process is gonna take exactly. I do hope it's soon and we can expect some results. 

Those of you that have followed my journey know what I've had to deal with these last few years. We've had some ups and downs. Some were good choices, some were bad. You look back and you realize that their choices you made weren't all up to you or your idea. People will give you advice, willingly or not. It's your choice whether you take it or not. Nobody can make you do something that affects your life or well being unless you give them permission to do so. So, you say, what's the moral of the story...well...the moral is...lean on God to handle your battles. In the end he will win the war. So, it's best sometimes to just breathe, and remove yourself from the situation and let it run its course. Thanks for stopping by and reading.